Saturday, March 17, 2007

oh wells. never though i would be so afraid of sunday mornings. there was a time i couldnt wait for sunday mornings, now, every saturday evening seems to bring impending doom on wad has to dawn on me the next day. oh wells, thought the busi-ness of everything would firmly put it out of my mind, but guess the inevitable and perhaps unconcealable fact still stands, i miss 346 loads, i really dunno how i m gonna adjust to the new leader, the new people, new life and cell at simei, which is nuts to me, guess i m not the social butterfly i thought myself to be, guess i m not that receptive to change either...hiaz...

anyways, skipped taking medicine last night and this afternoon cus it screwed my appetite. its something about that antibiotic that just adds that plastic sort of taste in ur mouth that makes everything else lose its appeal, way gross, can u believe it, i didnt have the appetite and i had to force myself to finish a 7 inch pizza and i can normally handle a 14 inch and still have room for more. anyways, went nydc to have lunch with my cousin jessica, its interesting going out with someone hus not an antique yet but is able to relate and talk to u. haha. oh wells. was darn frank thou, cant believe i told her about the hide the person in the closet thing and how many days i missed school this year. still was nice, she fetched me to the national library after that.

went there, got seats in the second row, u shud be really happy, ur parents came and supported u la, u shud really be thankful! anyway, went to support julie and manda, the designers costumes were really interesting, i sort of liked the shophouse idea and the winner of the group catergory, but dunno how they picked the individual winners thou, haha, it was so out of my expectations can, oh wells, wonder how they really judge this sort of thing, sorry but i really suck at taking pictures, shud get someone else next time, didnt feel really well, guess or more like gas everything was coming out after i took the medication for the stomach cramps and gastricities. didnt take the pain killers for wisdom tooth wound so it really started to get uncomfortable, must be talk too much during lunch too. haha.

so all alone again, company for awhile would have been swell, haha, funny la, manda put her phone in my pocket, i didnt realise, she 4got and she got all flustered over it. silly cousin! haha but she did look really good in the outfit thou, for me i just felt the dress wasnt sterotypical, it was too different, not so in tuned to judges expectations in terms of theme but the look aside from that was awesome, felt that any girl would wear it out, provided the skirt would be alittle longer. took me some luck to find a cab, either i was really lucky or the driver was desperate, he cut from the far right lane to the far left lane to get me, nearly banging into 2 cars in the process. oh wells. got me home before 7 at least, hope the ache eases now that i have eaten the medicine.

sigh, feeling depressed, slo means quite alot to me but i havent really studied for anything, and havent been feeling too good, thats my excuse but is it good enough? bleh, all alone again, really wanted to finish up organic chem tonight, but dun have the notes, dunno if i shud go tmr morning, not feeling too good either, and scv box is nowhere to be found. bleh, i wanna sip a screwdriver...

|cowpoo| 7:41 PM|

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